so i just wandered for like nearly 2 hrs...its kinda ridiculous...i know it myself...but it kinda felt like the only thing to do...therapeutic in a sense...

i guess what you said makes sense...just needa implement the rationalization...its the toughest stage in the entire process man...hahaha...i still can't believe myself man...how come?! why?! did i just totally lose my mind?!

Post-sec attempt at song-writing...

Title: Listen to me

Verse 1:
Alone at night I sit and write
Dreadful plight beyond the light
Tales to tell, but no one’s here to listen

Bright and cheerful as day may be
So am I, or so it seems
All I need is for you to listen

So hear me please…

Chorus:
I am just a girl, fragile as can be
Tough I may seem, but not underneath
Longing for someone to be there for me
Someone who’ll just listen to me

Verse 2:
I lie awake away from serenity
The thoughts hit me like thunder and lightning
Resounding in my mind, pounding at my heart

Day breaks and so do I
Into pieces from tears shed last night
Pent up feelings with only me to bear

So hear me please…

Chorus:
I am just a girl, fragile as can be
Tough I may seem, but not underneath
Longing for someone to be there for me
Someone who’ll just listen to me

Bridge:
Where are you?
Come find me
Do you even exist?
Wake me up from my sub-consciousness!

Chorus:
I am just a girl, fragile as can be
Tough I may seem, but not underneath
Longing for someone to be there for me
Someone who’ll just listen to me

Would you listen to me?


Have kinda changed quite a fair bit since then...negated repression...i'm grateful that i don't feel the same need for this song anymore =)

Delusion takes its place
Night breaks into silence
Chaos does its laps
The stirring doesn’t stop

From the extreme end of the spectrum
Shining through
Such bright lights
Yet vision fades to a blur

A myriad of colours rush through
Only darkness holds its fort
Broken down...yet rationality doesn’t seep through...