although i'm like so not prepared for the upcoming big ones, i'm still hoping that april comes and goes ASAP!!! i really need to start doing and settling alot of things...

its kinda insane, but i feel that i need a new life! its not that i'm not appreciative of whatever i have now, its just.....i dunno why...but i'm feeling a need for change!!! huge amounts of change!!! gotta start heading off in the right direction, for one, i feel really guilty that i've been slacking in terms of svc to god...can't blame the circumstances, its not god's fault that such circumstances arise, its just up to me to overcome them...he never forsakes yet i've sidelined him in my priorities...tsk tsk tsk...

i seriously hope to take the upcoming hols to realign myself...and hope everything will follow suit and fall into place...hope the family situation improves...3 mths is a long time...miracles can happen...i'm still alive!!!!!!!!

as a start i wanna change my blogskin!!! but can't find no nice ones!!!