its at times like this that i'm mounting with hatred and sadness from within and exploding wouldn't be sufficient to release all tt's pent up...i'm just so bloody irritated!!! having controlled this on my own for like the longest time, i have no clue whether i'll go insane few years down the road...even if i did, nothing might change anyway...

first day and work has commenced itself in full swing...kinda scary yet at the same time its kinda fun...hope my enthusiasm lasts till the end...its my first day and i've got my first case to work on...FUYOH!!! spoke to a few clients today...the legal industry is such a negative one...all the clients have, in some form, a degree of angst...tsk tsk...

now instead of reporting at 11, i have to be in by 930!!! which means i need to set out by latest 8.15!!! i haven't been anywhere remotely near that kinda routine for the past 2 years!!!

i can't believe i did it...hope i have the courage to see it through...

can't wait to start work on monday...i'm feeling so crappy just lazing around at home...am kind of afraid of work though...i'm afraid that i might not be up to it...i mean, afterall i'm not trained in law...i think it'll be work all the way till school reopens once monday starts...that means i'm left with fri and sun to "nua", since sat will be spent bringing the SCAS kids to the zoo...

i think i should bake or do something tml...hmmmmz...muffins or cookies or tarts?

Had a super long overdue dinner with the soci girls after exams ended...

Hey girls...sorry but i seriously have no clue why i can't upload the pictures on facebook...i'll just post them here for your viewing pleasure k?...hahahaha...

Max Brenner is seriously a gift from god...hahahaha

• Visited sentosa with Yue Hooooooooooooo, Shyan Jun, Alan and Clarence on sunday. Had a really fun and relaxing time...Ultimate frisbee should so totally be a sport included in IHG man...along with floorball...hahaha...Through this outing i also have found a new totally effective stress relieving activity!!! Floating...hahaha...i just held on to the vball and rested my head on it and just floated in the water...relaxing ULTIMATUM!!! After that we just got into a photo-taking frenzy...the amt of photos is probably killing shyan jun...hahaha

• Went for the law firm internship interview on monday...got the job...but the pay's 6.50 an hr, tried asking for more but they said would only consider increasing it based on my performance for the next 2 weeks...i have made the decision to try it out...although there are other alternative jobs that can earn me more muuula, but i guess i'll be to learn more at the law firm.

• Had the interview for the hall rec list thingy on monday night...i guess it went alright...i think i should be able to stay, taking into consideration the amt of things i have done in hall for the past 2 years...i'm really glad that the juniors are so committed to maxar...its heartening...well i wonder what the new sem will be like...without the ridiculously crazy lee shu ling around in the room it'll really be very different...

its a good thing i've upped my level of independence...from now on its definitely gonna be put to the test...but so far, i think i'm doing rather well...hahahaha...

oh my...this is insane...i'm actually super sleepy but i just can't slp...the tears just keep flowing uncontrollably...ah!!! ridiculous!!! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I seriously had a great time laughing yesterday. Yalun's forfeit was the best! Trust xuanjie to come up with such a wonderful dare...hahaha...I hadn't laughed so hard in such a long time...It was seriously hilarious!!! He ran down a stretch in SMU(where there were students studying) and shouted "I LOVE NTU! I LOVE NTU! I LOVE NTU!!!" hahahahahaha...The video can be found on facebook...hahahaha

And the VERMONSTER was like WOAH!!!!! after waraku-ing (just look at how huge Ben's bowl was!!!), we devoured 88bucks worth of BJs!!!!! I can't believe that we actually did that...hahahaha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YALUN!!!

its fun spending time with them...they're like my brothers away from home...