Filling up the emptiness with great company!!!

i really enjoy these random get togethers...not having some major elaborate activity being specially planned weeks or days in advance, just setting out time to spend time with each other...card-playing, suppering, k-ing, super late dinners, sipping coffee, exploring new grounds, movie marathoning, watching mtvs, and whatever weird things we've done...in the midst chatting about whatever comes to mind, serious conversations to nonsensical topics or antics that ecstacy can never compete with...

it just feels so comfortable and relaxing just chilling out with these wonderful people...people whom i've known for like many years to people i've known for only like a gazillion hours...people whom i can be myself with without having to worry about being on my best behaviour for we know and love each other for who we are...

my dear friends...i am really grateful that your parents gave birth to you so that we can be friends!!! Thank you UNCLES and AUNTIES!!!! hahahahahahaha

can't believe we're heading to bangkok!!! and it was so spontaneous!!! "wanna go bangkok?" "actually i don't mind..." "let's go!" and in less than 24 hours everything was booked!!! hahahaha so we're heading there end of july!!! can't wait!!!

can't imagine that the 3 of us would be heading overseas together...i think my new found friend is insane...gg on a holiday with 2 strangers after hanging out for just 1 night...hahahaha...but what can i do....we're just too irresistable to say no to...hahahaha...

spoke to both of them the past few days and really hope everything works out for the best for each of them whichever way things go...its really saddening...but i guess somethings just pan out in their own adverse ways...and i felt damn freaking guilty making XTT wait for so damn long and at that point in time he was seriously pissed... and in the process we didn't go and search for the additional gift we were supposed to get dency...i think it was really horrible of me and i think i really needa think more for others...

what indian said seriously makes a whole lot of sense...i really kinda asked for it...hahaha...its my fault, i have noone else to blame but myself...but i realised its kinda temporal or periodical now and has been this way since quite a long while back...which is great!!!! once fun and laughter comes into the picture, fun and laughter is all that exists!!! HAHAHAHAHA

and i got a single room next to indian!!! mel is along the same stretch too!!! just waiting for lee ting ting to check out hers and dency might be along the same stretch as us too!!! though it won't be the same without ms lee shu ling around......

it was great talking to michelle lee xin yu ( i know i tend to mention ppl's full name, don't ask me why...)...although we seldom catch up, but i'm really glad we had that major talk...i really didn't know we had so much in common...although such things aren't really good to have in common...hahaha...

i really enjoy such relationships...being able to talk non-stop abt anything and everything and being so comfortable...and knowing that such friends will also be around despite the lapse in the time spent due to differing schedules...

more catching up tml...this time with mr justin tan kuan yan/yuan too! the pang seh kia! hahaha...