Ok..i'm getting all tech-geeky at the moment:

i'm currently using the motorola milestone which i love for the plain fact that it combines both a touch screen interface as well as a slim full slide-out qwerty keyboard...match made in heaven...plus its sleek all black matt finish tops it off...but unfortunately, its started to get all cranky on me...not too sure whether its due to the apps i've dl-ed...i'm bummed...i really hope its repairable...

Was randomly surfing the web when i found this!!!

Low and behold the iphone 4 keyboard buddy!!!:

i've always envied the numerous wonderful apps iphone users enjoy, but my desire for the realistic touch of the qwerty keyboard has made me loyal to my milestone...but Boxwave's latest iphone 4 keyboard buddy is wavering my loyalty...imagine all the iphone apps PLUS a physical qwerty keyboard...

Then i came across this:

the motorola milestone 2!!!

ok...i know it looks almost identical to the old milestone i have, but specs wise its on a whole new level...and it still comes with the sleek designed slide-out qwerty keyboard and touch screen interface...unfortunately it ain't matt black...but it comes with the new android 2.2 (froyo) and adobe flashplayer...and it can work as a wi-fi hotspot for up to 5 gadgets at once!
you should check out the video by motorola:  http://www.youtube.com/user/motorola#p/u/10/iUaIHEPltAc

unfortunately its not slated for release in sg yet...and it'll probably cost a bomb when it arrives...
oh man...

omg! i swear he's so freakin'n irritating! and disgusting! like HELLO!!! can you show some respect for my fren?! what is she to you? an object?! keep your disgusting comments to yourself! i thought i could let it slide by playing blind and deaf to your ah beng-ness and comments...but seriously! my fren has way better taste!!! and should not be subject to such an irksome individual!!!

and i hate it when stupid ppl think i'm dumb! i swear! i'm not trying to say i'm smart or anything, but its seriously insulting to be called stupid by a dumbass who thinks he knows it all (when he obviously doesn't)!!! If geoffery/chee han/shirley or HELL even Pluss thinks i'm dumb, i'm totally cool with it, cos these ppl have substance, they have a brain and they actually use it! Who the hell do you think you are acting all one-up when its obvious you're just talking all this big empty talk that you think we are impressed by when its so obvious its unsubstantiated BULL!!!  and ya still had the cheek to order us around and think i don't understand what ya saying cos your explanation is too CHIM for stoopid me when you can't even understand simple things we discuss...just cos i don't speak up doesn't mean i'm retarded! its cos its not worth even that bit of energy to argue with someone as delusional as you! you don't do much and yet complain and ask us to do crap instead!!! SHEESH!!! THE AUDACITY!!!

i seriously was trying my best to control and not yell straight out at ya!

you don't seem to understand the definition of the word LIMITS! but yet ya seem to be able to push ours to the very end!!! URGH!!!

just realized that my previous post was the 100th post...not a very positive post to mark the occassion, but...yeah...

well...sunday was really a rollercoaster ride...got really pissed off by some ppl in the morning to the point tt i didn't even bother holding back and really gave them a piece of my mind...but then caving in, but only for the sake of a fren they were there to support..who actually agrees with me on how horrid they are..lol...

thank god i had the wonderful MJ ppl around me after that to bask in the glories that is OSchool Recital 2010!!! it was really wonderful! the dancers really put on a fantabulous show! Ocrew was seriously Da Bomb! really loved the contemp piece as well as Zai and Jessica's collabo item...same choreo but done in 2 different styles but yet so seamlessly in sync..Ben's zombie item was really fun, so was the popping n locking item! but the popping item by ben was sriously the bomb! the one with the liang po po in it! it was hilariously funny yet displaying the stupendous talent that they possess...and Gin is seriously a dance goddess...no words can describe how great she is! lol..i have the utmost respect for ryan's talent..i really enjoyed the recital 2010 a whole lot! Props to OSchool for organizing such a great event! can't wait for 2011!!! (n we  found out tt cute boy is only 17! lol)

Monday was spent home nursing an insane headache yet again, missing out on sashmi buffet..den slping a whole lot, then clearing the store room n installing new shelves..quite fulfilling..

Today, after 217, we spontaneously decided to catch a movie..armed with cornery, we ran under the rain just to watch "MEGAMIND"..lol..was far from the fantastic "Buried"=) but was just alright..had dinner with ma n headed home thereafter...love such unplanned series of activities with wonderful co.

only to realize my bro smoked...damn...

still owe amir summaries...but am gonna zoot off to slp...

just watched a vid McCarl posted on fb...

A Letter From Mom And Dad...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUAE0aYrUBA

It still hurts knowing your gone...i'm still having trouble coming to terms with the fact that your no longer here...

and i really hate myself for not being there for you in your last few mths...

all i can do now is cry whenever i miss you...

Update for the next 3 days!

Wed:   

• Hari Raya Hol! (thank god), but gotta fix up the shoe cabinet and shelving units once delivered =(
• Prep for HS315 presentation
• Mug for HS315 quiz
• Prac for Amanda's item
• Girl's Night (which i probably have to miss to come up with my presentation ad mug for the damn quiz! URGH!)

Thurs: 

• HS315 presentation (presenting so late in the sem when i signed up for a much earlier presentation timeslot, thanks Mr Saidul Islam! i officially hate you!) 
• HS315 quiz...dunno what in the world he's gonna test us on...if its acronyms again i swear his teaching review at the end of the sem is gonna be 2 pages long! don't expect positive reviews from me or from any of the yr 4s or probably anyone taking your mod for that matter!
• Submit Ethics form when things ain't exactly finalized, it'd be cool to see how i pull this one off
• PA rehearsal (missing out on MJ! freakin' dope week of choreo project! DANG!)

Fri:

• CS816 quiz, a whopping 25% for which we probably only attended 2 lectures, thank god we SU-ed it, my 1st SU in my entire uni life...
• PA rehearsal

i'm kinda scared i can't pull through thurs...plus there's still 3 more summaries to submit for HS306...film review for HS315 due on 2nd dec, our HS306 documentary should be due sometime soon as well...plus FYP and its final report sometime end dec...all these plus exams which i have not started studying for!

i think without the damn HS315 presentation i wouldn't be so stressed...i hate preparing/presenting for something that i know i'm gonna do a shit job in...its just so dry and i honestly learn close to zilch from him...HELL! the dude plays vids from youtube and uses it as his teaching material!!! as a sociologist hasn't he heard of propaganda, essentialism through media?! his vids and certain statements in his lectures are seriously highly debatable! so i'm supposed to write a summary and critique on top of the presentation (i understand its part of the assessment criteria, as do other mods demand), BUT the only critiques i have, are of certain sweeping statements he makes! how am i supposed to score when the only substantial critiques i have are against the lecturer's words! but i have to suck it all up and still present cos  i'll be freakin' graded! URGH! i hate studying for mods i don't learn anything in...and dear Mr Saidul Islam has the honor of being the first to ever make me feel this way...

i couldn't take it and wandered around...sch ain't the only thing weighing me down...i suddenly felt so overwhelmed...took the path we always took again...i hate the fact that i was walking it alone...

i have never felt so helpless or vulnerable or felt this much hatred for school work...no matter how stressed or how things always came tgt at the worst timings possible, i always managed to make it through without feeling this much stress...i would always tell myself that no matter what, it has to be done and i can do it...but everything seems so dismal this time round, maybe i never knew it till now, but maybe you were the pillar that i always leaned myself against...thinking that no matter how hard things were, we got through it...even with nth to eat we still survived, what more about a damn essay...no matter what shit life threw in our face, you managed to keep us afloat, that last minute salvation, making everything seem worthwhile...but i seem to have lost the ability to see the value in a whole lot of things now that your gone...i don't know whether its an excuse, but i have been feeling this way...ever since you left...

i've been living life through the motions that have been structured for me...but i derive no joy in it...i honestly feel empty...i don't know why i'm doing the things i do, and i have nv felt this way before and honestly, its freaking me out...

Was really tired, but made it for MJ today...Enjoyed senior class choreo, loved the song..and best news of all! RED ALERT! RED ALERT! Pat said that they're tryin to get SHAUN EVARISTO to come down sometime early next year!!! AAAAHHHH!!!! I seriously hope it materializes!!! =)

i'm kinda into Bruno Mars at the moment..particularly "Today my life begins"...ya can hear it on my tumblr page http://hertakeonlife.tumblr.com/

his song "Talking To The Moon" reminded me of this...

Listen To Me

Alone at night I sit and write
Dreadful plight beyond the light
Tales to tell, but no one’s here to listen
Bright and cheerful as day may be
So am I, or so it seems
All I need is for you to listen

So hear me please…

I am just a girl, fragile as can be
Tough I may seem, but not underneath
Longing for someone to be there for me
Someone who’ll just listen to me


I lie awake away from serenity
The thoughts hit me like thunder and lightning
Resounding in my mind, pounding at my heart


Day breaks and so do I
Into pieces from tears shed last night
Pent up feelings with only me to bear

So hear me please…

I am just a girl, fragile as can be
Tough I may seem, but not underneath
Longing for someone to be there for me
Someone who’ll just listen to me


Where are you?
Come find me
Do you even exist?
Wake me up from my sub-consciousness!


I am just a girl, fragile as can be
Tough I may seem, but not underneath
Longing for someone to be there for me
Someone who’ll just listen to me


Would you listen to me?

Well, it's Monday and i had no school, so i decided to cook something with whatever we had @ home...Cooking kinda has a therapeutic effect on me...i really enjoy trying to come up with new stuff...should make it a weekly thing =)

Spicy Pork Loin & Dou Miow Burger with Wholegrain Mustard Vinegrette

Puff Balls: 1) Apple Filling 2)Strawberry Yogurt Chocolate Filling served with Blueberry & Chocolate Sauce

Puff Ball: Strawberry Yogurt Chocolate

Puff Ball: Apple

Headed to Oschool for Xuehui and Zai's class...though i really enjoyed their classes, it made me realize that i really needa learn from the basics...i really look awkward when i dance...and can't seem to get my body to move where i know it should...MUST DO BETTER!!!

HS217 presentation tml...have seemed to lost the drive for sch...