i needa DE-FATTEN myself ASAP!!! or i might just DE-AAAAYYYYEEEEE!!!

i haven't exactly been exercising for the longest time..and i can't help that i'm a sucker for food!!!

i think i might be heading back to my sec sch days of UN-SUMMABLE (probably isn't a word, but feels so freakin' apt) CHINS if i don't do something bout it!! YIKES!!!

Santa can you hear me?! I have tried my best to be good this year..i think i did a fairly decent job..all i wish for x'mas is if ya could give me the drive i had 2 years back to lose all tt freakin weight AGAIN..if it comes in the form of tt kinda emotional crap again..i'm definitely more than able to work it off!!!
Santa hear my plea of desperation!!!

In case Santa doesn't exist, i needa bust my fat ass off the damn dining chair! and WORK IT!

Now i know why boxing day comes after x'mas..it all makes sense..