ok...so i deviated from reading 306..what's new..the chats were more fulfilling..lol..

so some say i have changed..i have lost that insane bit in me..the person tt would randomly come up with weird antics and totally legitimize its execution..the one that would run around trying to catch a freakin floating plastic bag and make it a competition with the prize being the joy of tearing up the freakin' bag..and then laugh like a freakin psycho..doesn't make sense? yup..don't understand why i did that either..probably just for the fun of it..

they said they used to come to me whenever they had problems cos i would always be able to cheer them up and make them go insane and forget whatever was bogging them down..now its more like cos i would lay things out and rationalize them..

i have matured right? but somehow it doesn't seem to be fun anymore..

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING CRAZY!!!